Focused is merely a want to aspire.
A need that becomes bigger with every scar.
Distraction is key.
But not all keys will fit.
Words used are frightening.
How they can fix and break.
Everyone is crazy.


On the patio there lies,
A flower beneath the cracks.
The sunlight drips upon its petals.
Jewels on flaking wood.

A lover weeps,
Because you don’t understand.
The things you say,
For others to hear
Hurt more than you know.
Selfishly foolish.
You forget
Or neglect to recall.
You should be more careful.

Roses are red,

Violets are blue.

Miso, miso.

I love you.

People forever leave things up to chance.

If you want to make things better, you have to change it yourself.

Give me sorrow, he said,
Justify my pain.

A moonlight transfixion,
of everything unsaid. 

I did not know.
I did know.

Remembering that afternoon grey, 
brings me to tears everytime.

Emptiness on the six.

But then I think about that night,
the headlights, the still.

Surreally different now. 
A welcome conversion.

Brilliantly dirty,
An echo of clouds,
Not knowing scares me,
but knowing would feel the same.
But now I know what I want,
And now I know what I need.
Vastly different.
You forget your reason.
Maniacal thoughts.
As fluid as a stream.
I like water.

This is my favorite song.

I have the title engraved into the back of my iPod.

Cause I’m weird.


They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you
Was the most you ever knew

And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
What’s the point in all this screaming
No one’s listening anyway

Your voice is small and fading
And you hide in here unknown
And your mother loves your father
‘Cause she’s got nowhere to go

And she wonders where these dreams go
‘Cause the world got in her way
What’s the point in ever trying
Nothing’s changing anyway

They press their lips against you
And you love the lies they say
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you’re falling anyway

And you know I see right through you
When the world gets in your way
What’s the point in all this screamin’
You’re not listening anyway

-Acoustic #3, Goo Goo Dolls.

After midnight
When the crows descend.
They said cover your eyes.
Or don’t.

I will only love you as much as you love me.

I will only hate you as much as you hate me.

I can only give you as much as you give me.